Today was the last lecture and practical of Uni =] I took lots and lots of photos with my friends, you get to see 3, if you want to ^^; No pictures of MA, M or Pt 'cause I don't think they'd like me to be posting them =D; P and Vachan said they should have taken a photo of me sleeping through the lecture again =_=;;; I can't help it, just sitting there for so long in the dark room makes me sleepy. Sitting on the bus too. I keep falling asleep on the bus these days. *rubs eyes*

Now I have to cram cram cram until the 19th, which is when my first exam is =[

I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX I must not become further addicted to Final Fantasy IX

At least, not until exams are over

"OOPS! I offered you the job, but someone better just came along. I'm going to give them the job and not tell you until they show up to their first work :D Oh, and by the way, the new job we're offering you now is actually crappier than we told you before :D We accidentally told you it was a good one, but now we're correcting it! :DDD oh, and before you go, listen to me stand here and tell the new guy how crappy your current job is and how lucky he is to be a SCIENTIIIIIIIST :D "

And I'll resign on the spot. I only knew about the PhD guy being "tested out" (testing my ass, he'd already signed his contract a week ago) because D very quietly leaked it out. *sigh* it's affecting my studying, I can't learn anything with all these things on my mind.

So bugger the boss, I don't care about anything for the next 3 or 4 weeks :D They can say what they want, I'm closing my ears.

Meeting with K today. Was told the employment opportunities have changed again. Oh joy. Now: 1 full time TA position (it was previously part time). He wants either me or MA. And the one who doesn't get it will remain casual and pick up all Viv's hours when she leaves in December. So it will be practically full time.

I had a loooong talk about it with MA just now and she says she doesn't care which one she gets because she wants to leave soon anyway. And *I* don't really care because I want to leave soon anyway X_x; But my family is saying I should apply for the full time job and stay for just one year for the sake of experience. So I don't end up in some crappy job somewhere else because I'm just a "first year graduate" (well not yet...... in 4 weeks hopefully). With the full time job I would do a lot of PCR and it would look good on my resume =_=;; And it will be easier to get work elsewhere with the experience =_=;; So what they are saying makes perfect sense.

But I feel trapped when I go to work now. I hate XXXX labs XOOOO but administrative crap happens anywhere right? I can't expect to just go to some magical wonderful company where everyone is hunky dory and the staff are never screwed around by management. I told K I'd tell him tomorrow if I still want the job >_>;

But I want to escape Adelaide. I want to move interstate >o< But when I think rationally instead of emotionally I realise that a one year delay is not a terrible thing. I'm only impatient to move right now and if I really want to do it I can still do so after that time. It's not the big deal my pissed off brain is telling me it is.

Of course if I get the casual job I can (and will) just bugger off anytime I like =D MA and I are going to go talk to K at 4:55pm........ just when he's about to go home 'cause we don't like him >=D

D gave me apology chocolate at work today '_';

Ah, that all sounds like work =_=;; I'll do it later la. I spent all my energy last night battling Lucifel in the Tamaboards. Gotta get ready to go to work.

If MA leaves there will be no one left at work that i can talk freely to ;_;...... and I'll be the only Asian left. it's so annoying that that's one of the first things I realise >_>;; I miss N lots and lots.

Just 3 stamps away from a free bubble tea! *runs around*

[NOTE that I am NOT, I repeat NOT "prancing"]

I think MA must have said something along the lines of resignation when she went to work today ^^; She was extremely pissed over the whole thing.

I also have playstation games, for which I blame my brother =X "Go get me Metal Gear Solid" he said..... it's over $50 in Sydney he said....... I managed to find it in Game Traders second hand for $29, but I also stumbled on some games I wanted really cheap >_<;;; So now I have Grandia and Final Fantasy IX. I was just going to test them when I came home, but ended up sitting in front of the tellie for 3 hours playing FFIX T_T;; I shouldn't buy new games, I'm still in the middle of Vagrant Story, and until exams are over I won't have much time to play.